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8:30am (or around there) - a world of possibility
8:30am (or around there)
me:Hello? (incredible tired and not quite awake, AKA confusion zone = mind and body cannot decide if you are awake or not, therefore does not work properly)
girl on other end:Hello Elysa, this is blrrbl (insert gurggling sound or just messed upsoundtrack).
girl on other end: Do you have your ex-boyfriend's number?
me:(VERY confused, thinking first boyfriend and wondering how she ran into him, then after long pause, and realizing 2nd boyfriend was whom was being referred to): Which one, ____ ((insert name of choice)?
girl on other end:Yeah, I ran into him the other day and he said he could get me a discount. (Why was she at his work, isn't there another one close to her? )
me: I'd have to look for it (still in confused sleep zone.)
girl on other end: Do you have his last name? Maybe I can get it from the store.
me ABCDEFGHI (Spell what you like). What are you buying?
girl on other end: A CD player, ABCDEFGHI, how is that spelled?
me A-B-C-D-E-F-G-H-I
girl on other end: Thank. So how are you doing.
me: Fine. Are you going to the audition today?
girl on other end:No
me (pause) It's at the school.
girl on other end: Ooooh! No I don' have time right now for that sort of commitment.
me: ----Nothing----
girl on other end So I guess I'll catch up with you later
me: Ok, later (Yep, still in confusion zone ~ this was said waaay too nicely, as was the conversation).
me<~ hangs up phone.

Not exact words, and order may be mixed up in one or two sentences, but close enough.

OK, it all processes, and I burst into tears. WTFFFFF?!?!?!

You don't call someone's ex asking for their number, heh lllloooo oooooh! I then thought, why didn't I ask why she was at that location, and after much serious debate realized it was equadistant from where she lived to the either store.

So yeah, between being in confusion zone, and therefore emotional (when existing in the in-between zone emotions come easily b/c they are unaware where exactly to go, and if they are supposed to be there, it's all just one big jumbled mess).

So, yeah, that sucked. I then could not for the life of me go back to sleep. My mind kept thinking, "call him" (and ask why they were talking) "call her" (and tell her that was just rude) "e-mail him" (because I need to get him out of my life ~ he owes me some $, if you want the story ask, otherwise please don't make judgements, besides me being stupid, I already know that). I ended up sending an e-mail, decided to post about this and am now going back to bed!!!!

Before doing so, I read this. I read it because of this, which I took (originally) because ofthis.

Makes me wonder what my 2 serious exes say about me, and what the few others I, if you could even call "dated" say about me.

I hope everyone slumbered peacefully.

Till later

Ayg, AKA Chyna Dawl signin off

Current Mood: confused confused
Current Music: AKA confusion zone (mood)

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musus From: musus Date: January 27th, 2002 02:53 am (UTC) (Link)
<--wants to know more, but completely understands if a more personal setting is preferred.

PS...I miss you.
moowazz From: moowazz Date: January 27th, 2002 06:10 pm (UTC) (Link)

More what? Ask and I'l answer probably, LOL.
From: (Anonymous) Date: January 29th, 2002 05:22 am (UTC) (Link)

I wonder why you are curious about what your ex's say about you? Are they aware that you converse about them in an open forum? I think it might be a little hypocritical to worry about how they talk about you to other people, while you tell things about them to whoever happens onto you journal entry. I guess that is a silly question, I have noticed the way you quote people and ask their consent before putting it into your journal, so I assume the same curtesy is extended to your ex's. I do however hope this somehow helps you put things into perspective.
moowazz From: moowazz Date: January 29th, 2002 02:04 pm (UTC) (Link)

1) I do not quote my exes
2) I believe the few things I said directly about my exes I put in to "friends only", if not I probably should go back ad change that.
3) If I say anything about my exes, I don't believe any of it is direct or if it is direct, personal.
4) I'm not worried about what my exes say about me, rather curiousity would be the word. :)

And, curiosity has got me again, may I ask who you are?

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