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Not quite sure if I feel like typing



I'm going too

I'm currently watching an incredibly odd movie called "The Myth of Fingerprints". I have no idea what it's about because the TV Guide people become lazy very late at night and on weekends leaving me with "Adult language. Adult Situation" as the description for what it is about, lol.

For some reason I find this highly amusing.

Anyhow, so I've been fighting with myself lately.

For a short while I scared even myself. One of the few things I have to fall back on is my upbeat quirk.

For a few years now, due to a few factors, I have grown an innate silver lining view of life. No matter what the situation is I could give a brighter side. No matter how upset I was, or what was going on in my life, I could find something to be happy about.

Recently I was having trouble doing this. I've been fighting some of my demons - all of my own doing, but some outside sources have led to it.

Anyhow, I am now on my way back to upbeat, perky, and quirky me.

I had an interesting week at home, being faced with lots of my demons, especially with the power outage and therefore lack of outside contact. Besides 2 friends and family, that is.

Anyhow, I've been typing all day and I don't really feel like typing anymore - partially just for that reason, but also because I don't like being around people when all I have are complaints. To me sitting on here just typing bout my woes doesn't help an of you, and it just ingrains the negative thinking deeper

so . . . .

I shall leave it at that and end with only good thoughts.

- My struggle only means that I am learning something important
- I have a job interview at a temp agency monday
- I have a voice lesson monday
- I have an audition monday
- I hope to be seeing my warm fuzzy soul soon, but I talk to him every day and feel very loved either way. In fact he has been there for me this week, helping me through it. Not to say I couldn't go to any of my friends, because I trust and depend on them greatly, I'm just odd and I'll leave it at that :)
- I'm slowly, but surely, getting further in my story.

I hope everyone is doing wonderful and enjoying the nice sun this weekend.

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sassenach From: sassenach Date: July 6th, 2003 10:05 am (UTC) (Link)

nothing wonderful or helpful to say, just lots of
moowazz From: moowazz Date: July 6th, 2003 10:33 am (UTC) (Link)
right back!

those are always good, thank you :)
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