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a world of possibility
*breathing thoroughly with a smile*
First note: My cat seems to like bubble gum. No matter where I put it she tries to take it out. Uh oh.

I'm doing well lately.

Family was in town this weekend. Spent a good deal of time with them. It was wonderful. It's always nice to relate to those close to you.

My mom came with me to get my makeup done. My friend who did my makeup is very gay and about, actually I'm not sure of his age, but he is definitely closer to my mother than myself. He is also incredibly sweet.

At first I was worried as to how my mom, or he, may react. Surprise, I didn't clam up too much, just realized I have people in my life because they are good people and bring something to my life. My mom got along with him and he thought my mom was a sweety.

I love my parents.

As for the interaction with other types of people, I need to be around it, live in it, but not all the time. I want it more to see a broader view of life than to necessarily be part of it. Some girls were not very nice and had I known them in highschool or the beginning of my college years I would have been very upset and felt "not good enough". Luckily I've grown up a bit since then.

I spent some time with a boy, the boy whose company I enjoy. There's something incredibly different than any other experience I've had. That's all I'll say because that's all I know currently, other than that I am smiling. I also don't want to over analyze anything.

I snuck into a 2nd movie tonight (today and yesterday have been a movie spree). It was silly and for a few seconds I was worried about being caught. Then I remembered they don't really care (unless you are like 13 and trying to see rated R "ooooh")

Acting: Had a wonderful audition on Sunday evening. I had another one that was just odd.

I've still got a long way to go and much to do, but I look forward to the challenges. I think this goes for all walks of my life. Always working towards balance. The pulls, twists, and turns are constantly changing, and therefore so must I, or at least be flexible enough to bend and twist.

didn't feel like cutting

I hope everyone is well

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eyeboogies From: eyeboogies Date: October 22nd, 2002 02:07 am (UTC) (Link)
Nothin' like a "good all around" post!
almjbs From: almjbs Date: October 22nd, 2002 06:51 am (UTC) (Link)

Sounds like you had a great time. So, this is a good thing. And spending some time with a boy you like is not only nice but lifts self esteem a bit and keeps a smile on your face!
From: brave_heart Date: October 25th, 2002 12:37 am (UTC) (Link)

That hits the spot.

"Surprise, I didn't clam up too much, just realized I have people in my life because they are good people and bring something to my life."

I needed to hear that. Thanks.
moowazz From: moowazz Date: October 25th, 2002 01:13 am (UTC) (Link)

Re: That hits the spot.

I'm not sure where you came from, but that mde me smile

thank you

I hope you are well

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