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Complaining - a world of possibility
So, something I need to work on doing, complaining for the purpose of letting go It's ok to share some problems. No one needs to be %100 self sufficient.

For once I don't want to feel like I have to be the responsible one because other parties don't think things through.

I want to be responsible for me, not for joint situations.

Sometimes I think I want things so badly that they just happen and I believe they will be ok because I want so badly.


Anyhow, boy sit: I think it's not going to work out.

I don't regret that wonderful kiss.

I do regret pushing myself to think that this time it would work.

*deep sigh*

I just want to be in someones arms right now.
Curled up in a ball.
I can't even put "just" I'm too picky, LOL.

Who knows.

I'm not going to make as much effort as I have been. We'll see


It's not really that bad.

I'll be better in the morning.

I hope you are all well.

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musus From: musus Date: October 16th, 2002 10:18 pm (UTC) (Link)
<hugs you> You can always count on someone here for the emotional support you need. <longer hug> It'll be ok. I'm here if you want, or need, to talk/whatever. :)
moowazz From: moowazz Date: October 17th, 2002 08:08 am (UTC) (Link)



it's morning, and as I said I would be, I'm better :)

I hope you are well

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moowazz From: moowazz Date: October 17th, 2002 08:14 am (UTC) (Link)

You are absolutely right.

I guess that's maybe why I try not to complain too too too much about it, I know it's harder to be picky and get what I want, I could just as easily compromise on some of these things (nope, not going to though).

Basically I know I am the one making it so hard, but I know I'll be happier for it.

So this was my venting.

It's morning though, and I be better.

I hope you are well

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