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Late night babble - a world of possibility
Late night babble

Where is that balance between work and play?

tonight turned out to be quiet.

at first I was a lil diaappointed, then I went with my mom to rent a movie.

I was looking forward to the movie when two friends stopped by.

It was nice to see them.

I get time to slow down and let all my thoughts process that don't get the chance to while I'm in NY b/c there's not time and it's like overload.

All these ideas and emotions and just thoughts come pouring in, and two seconds later turn to another thought.

In New York my main focus is acting and so when I'm not actually acting I'm doing something connected with it and if I'm not doing something connected to it I'm focused on the task at hand (either homework, work, class, whatever) and don't have time to think aboiut working in future events unrealted to acting unless initiated by the other end.

My goal: In about a month or so (after my weekends clear up) to get a whole bunch of my friends together either to a movie and dinner, karaoke and late night snacks, or something else entirely.

Balance - in any respect - is a constant thing that must be worked on.

It's hard!!!

I never feel I put enough effort in -except, for the most part, acting - when I get the chance to think about it, so maybe it's good that I don't have the time, LOL.

I'm tired and so that I don't make any phone calls I may regret I am going to sleep.

That's the other thing, my will power gets sucked out of my brain through a straw (not sure who or what sucks it or why - though I am curious as to how it tastes, maybe a strawberry cream soda-?- ) when I come home - in many respects.

I complain a lot lately!

Good things (no specific order)

Career: Slowly but surely I am making my way. I keep truckin and keep learning. I am actually further than I expectd and yet still hope for more

Friends: I have met many good people. I have learned much. I have more friends than I expected to make in the amount of time I have been here. I hope to have the time to put more time aside to spend with them eventually. I also hope to keep all my long distance friendships as close or closer than they have been.

Family: I have a good relationship with my family. I get along well with my folks and can talk to them as people rather than "parents" - though that can happen too if I need it to. My little sister and I get along. I hope to have a beter relationship with my brother.

Other relationship(s): I'm happy where I am right now. I hope something happens and that I can enjoy it. I'm not going to rush or push, but I am also not going to be happy with "just getting by" - in a very bad analogy "if you're going to get the job done, get it done right, otherwise it's not worth doing!" or however it goes.

Classes: I thoroughly enjoyed my audition class - which is now over. I learned a few new things and have a wonderful new monologue. I am learning things in my other classes. I am definitely being challenged in my eartraining class. I hope I push myself to put aside the time needed to do the homework.

funny - my teacher for the TV & Film class stopped by the studio where I was getting my pictures taken for my comp cards. I was all giddy and excited b/c I love running into teachers and was like "hi"
-he had no clue who I was until I put my glasses on and said I was in his TV & Film class, LOL. I think he was shocked b/c I looked really different, b/c he didn't expect to see me there, or he just truly didn't recognize me and felt bad b/c he didn't really show any sign of "I know you" excitement when you run into

My kitties, I love my kitties.

The picture I may uise for a new headshot makes me look a bit like a pixie *weee*

Lots more, but I'm tired. :)

I've babbled enough.


I hope everyone is well

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moowazz From: moowazz Date: October 6th, 2002 07:56 am (UTC) (Link)

you're absolutely right, hence bad analogy.

I guess I just meant I won't settle for less ~ and yet be flexible at the same time.

thank you

I hope you are well

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