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Ugh - a world of possibility
So on the relationship front

(btw, thanks for the conversation "honorary matt")

I think I've ended it with my WKU soul.

Part of me is screaming "don't do it"

too late now even if I wanted to take it back

Anyhow, I think I needed to.

We never saw each other, and that's what I needed
.not even companionship in physical closeness
.but at least something

My conscious felt bad too because I let him go out of my mind a while ago due to lack of contact from him. Or maybe I caused it with my thoughts (some of you know of what I am referring to).

Whatever the case, tis ended.

On that note, I don't want to hurt anyone else b/c I can't figure out what I want, so I'm not sure if anything will happen any time soon.

Maybe I should put a warning sign on me, attached to me

WARNING: Get involved at own risk. Possiblity of being hurt. By getting involved you agree that you know what you are getting into and can not complain if ended. Girl has few instructions, more are always being added. It is confusing to follow the few established and more are likely to follow. Possibility of insanity at your own risk.

Or something like that


Here's something I figured I'd share, I wrote it tonight (and this is not directed at anyone, so please do NOT take it as such).

I one day hope to find someone who will fight for me

not against another person

but against me
. for me

I'm an odd one that I am


one day I'll find my knight

armed with persistence and love for me
curiosity and addiction
. to something odd * yet comfortable

~*~Pixie girl~*~

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lordrexfear From: lordrexfear Date: October 1st, 2002 08:05 pm (UTC) (Link)
We have had plenty of discussion on this front, and I hope as our friendship continue to discuss them. I just really enjoy that we at many times feel the same way about this subject/topic/situation/revolution/evoultion of life, but I feel possibly in some ways not always... I could be wrong, I am unsure.
From: aligator13 Date: October 2nd, 2002 05:08 am (UTC) (Link)
I know exactly what you mean when you say "someone who will fight for me." I think that's what I've been looking for all along.

Things will work out. Just remember, most relationships end (and someone usually ends up getting hurt). If they didn't we would still be in those relationships!


Come see me soon!!

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