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Unknowledgable knowledge - a world of possibility
Unknowledgable knowledge
tired of being admired, tired of love uninspired... I'm so tired.
snatched from lizzie_borden originally from a movie.

I think it's more, I'm incredibly confused and beffudled and lost when it comes to relationships. I don't even trust my own instincts anymore.

So instead I decided to ask people many many questions. They may not all be %100 honest with me, but I have to hope by me being honest, it will inspire and lead the majority of people to be as honest as possible.

I have had a very interesting day.

I had a wonderful evening and have been chatting to the wee hours of the morning.

There is something about being in deep conversations. One by one they drop off, left with only one. And then noticing the sun is rising, or at least peaking out because your window is glowing, even if only slightly, and you know the wee hours of the start of the day are coming close.

This wonderful experience along with the first %100 honest conversation directed towards someone whom I enjoy the company of as more than just a friend.


Just when I was somewhat lost and ready to give up on relationships in all.

Well we shall see.

As is the common them in my life.



I hope everyone is well

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moowazz From: moowazz Date: August 31st, 2002 11:19 am (UTC) (Link)

Very true, I guess I should clarify.

The honest included the feelings, meaning that was part of what was shared in the conversation where there were "more than friend" feelings with him.

OK, I'm not sure if I clarified myself or not. Brain is still in surreal mode, so do let me know if I have been unclear.

Also, you are absolutely right, friendship is definitely a 2-way street.

Thank you for, as always, challenging me.

I hope you are well.

:) (notice I've changed my icon for just your replies, LOL)
lordrexfear From: lordrexfear Date: August 31st, 2002 11:43 am (UTC) (Link)
Coming to revelations can always been a powerful thing. It releases a myriad of possibilities that you never saw existed. I say continue to ask the questions. I also apologize if any of my answers aren't even the slightest helpful or worthwhile, during my tumultous stressed time I'm probably not in the best state to try and make even a simplest understanding, not that ANYONE really trully can.

Keep on trucking!
clockwerkdragon From: clockwerkdragon Date: September 4th, 2002 07:42 am (UTC) (Link)

The movie

Was Mel Brook's Classic "Blazing Saddles" when Mel was still making funny movies. This movie is a perfect example of you can stay certain words and not automatically be a racist....Blazing saddles could never be made in the modern PC hollywood, nor will any movie of it's kind......Too bad, it had a fairly postive message about racism.

cuse the rant ;)

Never give up on opening doors, because you never know where the next one might lead.
moowazz From: moowazz Date: September 4th, 2002 09:01 am (UTC) (Link)

Re: The movie

absolutely right.

thanks for the reminder.

I hope you are well

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