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Question - a world of possibility
So . . .

I am curious

The kind soul beneath an ego has actually called to say hello. This is the same soul from the other night. The one I allowed myself to get close to physically -no, not sex, but yes somewhat intimate- and who I learned much from in just one day (the learning was not physical, lol).

My original plan-this was if he called- to thank him for the wonderful time, but explain there was no point in seeing him again. He is not looking for a relationship and I do not date - hence a dilemna and no point to further encounters.

He did call. This is odd.

He called just to say hello.

This too is odd.

I was thinking today on the subway and the other day after a conversation had with a friend, about how men are more easily aroused. Well, men usually are attracted to females initially because of something physical (I said usually). If the female actually is of interest in other areas, the male will sometimes become attached in other ways.

Unfortunately for the majority of males, you will not get to the possibility of attachment and attraction other than physical without having the physical first.

I do not want a relationship. I don't have the time or the energy at this point in my life.

I also do not want to date. I am one who likes to be special to one person and have them be special to me. I'm not good at the numerous people closeness (did that make sense).

On the other hand I thoroughly enjoy the company. I also had my first decent night's sleep.

So . . .

What do I do? Should I remain in contact for a bit? See how I feel then? Or stop before anything happens?

I don't know
I don't know
I don't know

Open to any and all suggestions
can't promise to follow them all
but all are welcome for thought

Even if you have a crystal ball to look into, don't expect everything to suddenly become clear. Although you have a good idea of what's in store, you're not sure where or when it will happen. Leave some of it up to fate, Taurus. Tonight, have some fun imagining all the ways in which you could spend an upcoming paycheck. Practicality looks great after you've run through all the other options. Stay close to home so that you don't miss an important call

OK, off to work on H&R since I never received my backstage in the mail

I hope everyone is well.

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onesoul From: onesoul Date: August 19th, 2002 07:53 pm (UTC) (Link)
Considering I'm in such a similar spot, I can't really offer you much from my own perspective. I can however tell you that you should follow that which keeps you the most healthy for you. Go with what you need .... live for what you want... but know when things are destructive. Keep your standards live for what breathes more life and beauty into you... and the rest will take care of itself.

My very best!
From: nolf Date: August 19th, 2002 08:47 pm (UTC) (Link)

just remember in your mind, the truths you know to be.
with that in mind, follow your heart.

you're beautiful:)
lordrexfear From: lordrexfear Date: August 19th, 2002 09:30 pm (UTC) (Link)
If you were into hugs I'd give you a nice friendly hug.

I'm here to talk to whenever you want, I will be open and willing ear.
From: piquancy Date: August 20th, 2002 09:07 am (UTC) (Link)



my first piece of advice, after reading your posts for some time and not responding:

Don't think.

Sometimes our best intentions are hurt by the thoughts that precede them.

my second piece of advice...or rather statement:

Relationships aren't as tough to deal with as you may believe them to be. Or rather...shouldn't be.
It should be easy.
It should simply flow.
You'll know if it's right or not...but the ease you feel with every step down on your decided path.


Take it for what it is, my opinion, that is...because that is what it is. My opinion...and possibly, should not be taken into action...~laughs and winks and smiles~
avatarstormcrow From: avatarstormcrow Date: August 21st, 2002 11:27 am (UTC) (Link)
Any attempt to classify and catagorize all human interactions will inevitably result in the same consequence...

...being shown an imperfect system.
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