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And so I sit - a world of possibility
And so I sit
I want to share all I see

I go back to type up what I've written

there is too much. it would overwhelm anyone.

So I sometimes pick bits and pieces

the rest of the time I just share the now
the most recent

but I like it better this way

otherwise it's like trying to share you
all of you
through a page of black font on white background
(or whatever colors you have chosen on your page)
mine is white font on black background

sharing your soul through letters, and sometimes numbers
it seems odd

So I have been busy.
Literally: Interviews, Auditions, Friend, Acting "stuff", Reading, Organizing
Yesterday literally: SAG, TMBG, Bars

Yesterday action:
See friend drunk for first time,
make new friends,
dance -which happens far too rarely it seems
walk barefoot around parts of the city
.get splinter as a result of walking barefoot
.contemplating if that
.or the pain in balls of feet from walking in heels for almost 9 hours straight
.which is worse?

will not be wearing heels for long time
will never be walking barefoot in NYC again.

Many thoughts and feelings on relationships lately
how they work
intimacy levels
realizing more everyday there is no "ideal"

Some thoughts on society and why
or rather
how we are taught "structure" from day one.
I may post that later.

I am enjoying myself, am finding a balance between work and play.

I am going back to sleep hoping the water will have become ice so I can freeze my foot before re-attempting to dislodge splinter.

I hope everyone is well.

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lordrexfear From: lordrexfear Date: August 16th, 2002 10:01 am (UTC) (Link)
Aww... You should of fucking told me about the splinter when It happened. I have various tools in my bag at all times... knifes, bottle openers, tweezers, tons of shit... and now you have to freeze your foot because you waited and it's lodged?! grr...
next time something happens where a friend might able to help you, speak up!
moowazz From: moowazz Date: August 16th, 2002 12:41 pm (UTC) (Link)


-first, thank you for the concern
-second, I think I may have gotten it after you left
-second part b my friend called and I remembered that one of the guys in his office is leaving on Saturday for school, so I joined them for a bit
-thirdly, I tried when I got hom, pushed it the wrong way at first, hence waiting till today. I was too tired to deal with it.

Thank you for the invite yesterday. I had fun.

I hope you are well

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