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So so true - a world of possibility
So so true
One thing is ending, but something else is beginning to take its place. Spell it out for those who can't quite grasp the concept of moving on. You're a big fan of fairness and closure, but always with a positive spin. Expect a lot of invitations to come your way between morning and evening, Taurus. The weekend won't last forever, so you'll take it for whatever it has to offer. Thanks to the quality of your friendships, life is getting better all the time.

I realize that horoscopes are what you interpret them to be, and lately they seem interpretable.

As a result of much emphasis lately on "relationships" in my life lately-conversations, books, thoughts, movies, plays- and so on, I've taken the hint from this big world.

A Girl's Guide to Chaos by Cynthia Heimel

That's what I think, in an odd way, I was hoping one day for.

I realize mentally that's not possible, but my heart and soul wanted to believe.

I've decided to be a bit less serious about the matter. See where things lead me.

This does not mean I will be going crazy sleeping with men left and right, oh no. I am still the one on one type. It just means I'm not going to block my heart anymore.

This scares me to death, especially since I think I already know whom I shall - not sure what to call it, not block my heart from? how un-poetic is that? LOL. I must wait and see how they feel of course.

Nothing will change with my friends either. I still have much to accomplish. I will still be busy as ever. I stlil plan on seeing them when I have time, and sometimes when I don't have time (like last night I went to a friends party. I cheated though, I brought my monologue book and carried it in my head when I couldn't use the book).

I've reminded myself once again it's ok to relax as long as I am working also, and I've been working my butt off lately. Friday a wonderful soul tempted me out of hybernation. It was just what I needed.

I realized how stressed I had been, and that it's ok to be patient. To want to accomplish things but not expect everything to be done all at once.

Random note: I am reading a wonderful book called so i am glad by A. L. Kennedy thanks to a friend of mine.

I would also like to say thank you to all my friends, both here in NY and out there all over LJ and the world. I am very greatful.

OK, I may have more later from my ~*~little pages of wonder~*~

Right now I've got to go work on my monologue (which I've been pounding in my head) and then do it at an audition.

I hope everyone is well.

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From: nolf Date: August 11th, 2002 10:29 am (UTC) (Link)
i never said this to you. i don't know why i feel compelled to say it today. maybe i need to say it. maybe you need to hear it. maybe i'm just returning to my old positive self.

it doesn't matter why.

i love you. you're an amazing person.

that's not the come-on kind of love.

that's the love that runs deep enough that it uproots all of that.

i hope you are well:)~

moowazz From: moowazz Date: August 11th, 2002 03:40 pm (UTC) (Link)


thank you, that means a lot.

It is a mutual feeling at that.

I hope you are well


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