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Dormant - a world of possibility
I'm not sure what I am feeling currently.

I feel very alive, I do know that.

I also feel as if something is running through my veins, though I'm not sure what as of yet.

I want so much from this life, and I'm not quite sure how to grasp it. I ask many many many questions and then realize, when I stop, there is often nothing there continuing to answer unasked questions. This leaves me wondering.

In a paradox of people those whom will talk and talk and talk, which I don't mind, they feel quite uncomfortable because I am happy for once not to be asking the questions.

And yet there are few who understand and feel comfortable with quietness, or just being. In the sense, not that nothing is going on in your head or you are just "there" but in the sense that there is contentment in observing the world around you and the presence of others and no need for talking or questions aaaaall the time.

Don't get me wrong, I loooove asking questions, I'll ask questions till my "mooo"ing friends fly home.

And I love discussing things, anything for that matter. Especially long discussions and with new points of view tough.

I especially love when someone other than myself will just bring up random discussion points, because I often am afraid I scare people sometimes by being too random. This does not mean I will stop, I just scare some people from whom I may learn things.

OK, I guess I should post this or else it never will get posted, just more babble :)

Plans for the weekend (for anyone curious)
-baseball game
-possibly some time in between
-work and rehearsal (tech week)

If you made it this far and understood what I typed above applause to you m'friend. :)

I hope everyone is well!!!!


Current Mood: giddy
Current Music: Unknown Artist - You're Never There

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avatarstormcrow From: avatarstormcrow Date: June 7th, 2002 10:33 am (UTC) (Link)
Enjoy the world, appreciate the senses, and consider. :)
moowazz From: moowazz Date: June 8th, 2002 02:21 am (UTC) (Link)

Aaa, but consider what?

And yes, enjoy I do :)
onesoul From: onesoul Date: June 7th, 2002 01:15 pm (UTC) (Link)
We are two pieces of a whole. I know this is a selfish comment, but I do so wish we lived near each other. To just talk and talk and talk....
moowazz From: moowazz Date: June 8th, 2002 02:20 am (UTC) (Link)

As do I!

Or maybe weare meant to live two eparate lives bringing greater understanding ofourelves through each other?

who knows.

Maybe one day we shall meet

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