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moowazz
moowazz
Memories
This is the entry from thursday, I am finally finished typing up my nightmare.


Anyone remember teddy ruxpin? I was making a CD for s friend of mine, and I always tell him he reminds me of a care bear or teddy ruxpin, so I put images from the movie/show on his CD cover.

There's been a few thoughts of childhood lately, it's odd. If you read from the lj-cut thing, you'll see something else popped up from memories, or at least asking me to think of my childhood.


My nightmare, yep I had another one last night.

So I was having a graduation from some school, and two people from my actual school, NCDA, were there. Well some how it came out that one of them was seeing my ex. My ex in the dream is my most recent ex, sort of.

So anyways, I ask her if she is joking, she's not, I then ask if she was seeing him while I was, she says "no, of cooourse not" quite sarcastically. I get really upset, and walk off. I am walking to my car and pass the club where the two girls (including the one dating my ex) are going after the graduation party type thing, which is now over.

I look in as I am walking by and catch a glimpse of my ex. I continue walking to my car, drive around the block and decide to go back and eat lunch at the place.

I sit down to look at the menu and a friend of mine from work walks over. He is very sweet. He decides to eat with me. The girl dating my ex comes and sits down. I quickly ask her to go away because I do not want to see my ex. Too late, he comes and sits down.

My friend pretends to be my boyfriend without me saying anything, which is extremely sweet considering he is gay. During the conversatoin between the 4 of us it comes out that the girl and my ex had been dating for 2 years, that was before I even met him. Also in the dream my ex's voice was not his when he spoke, and this strucj me very odd.

Well, my friend drinks a little too much and gives away that he is gay by telling my ex that he would jump him and that he wouldn't normally say that, but he's drunk.

Oops.

Next thing I'm at the girl who's dating my ex's house and talking with her mom. Some stuff happened that I don't remember and then I'm with her at the hospital and she had a baby, but she's walking around.

We are going to take the baby home, and the baby is in this padded thing shaped like a birdcage, but it's nothing like a birdcage. My ex is for some reason holding it and he asks me something, and gives me two possible answers, each one word, but I don't think it was a yes or no question.

I didn't understand the question but I answered anyways. I knew what he was going to do though, he dropped the padded thing with the baby in it (btw I never saw the baby in the dream) I caught it though b/c, as I said I knew what he was going to do.

Well, the girl I knew who was dating him broke up with him. Told him that was just WRONG.

So the girl and I left with the baby, and we were outside and there was this big commotion because someone thought her mother was going to jump out a window (no clue why) but it just turned out she was waving to us or something.

Then I woke up.

End of Dream

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My cousin sent me this in an e-mail. I highlighted one question. I couldn't for the life of me think of an answer to that. My childhood was happy, but nothing stands out.
OK . . .So here are my answers :P If you would like to reply with your own, i have been kind and copied and pasted a blank one for you to use.


> 1. IF YOU COULD BUILD YOUR HOUSE ANYWHERE, WHERE
> WOULD IT BE? I would want a few, one in the mountains, one in the woods, one on the beach, an apartment in the city, and one in Europe, probably England.

>
> 2. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ARTICLE OF CLOTHING?
>� � Hmmm, that's a tough one. I am indecsive, so . . . MY plaid pants, my big comfy turtleneck sweaters, and one outfit, it is a turtleneck sweater with a cord. skirt and boots. (You'll hafta see it)
>
> 3. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE PHYSICAL FEATURE OF THE
> OPPOSITE/SAME SEX?
>� � I think I'd hafta agree, the eyes, more for what they express than anything
>
> 4. WHAT'S THE LAST CD THAT YOU BOUGHT?
>� � � No idea, it's been so long, LOL. I got a few free though, one was a comedy thing and they are called Dirty Sanchez
>
> 5. WHERE'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO BE?
>� � �� me :)~
>
> 6. WHERE'S YOUR LEAST FAVORITE PLACE TO BE?
>� � �� anywhere within ten feet of Bapi Gupta (why?)
My answer iswork when I'm not working, though that will be different when it is my career.

>
> 7. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO BE MASSAGED?
>� � again, me is indecisive, but a few that people rarely massage (I do like the back/neck/shoulder thing, I just also enjoy these) that I enjoy are face, hands, and feet
>
> 8. WHAT'S MOST IMPORTANT, STRONG IN MIND OR STRONG
> IN BODY?
>� � Definitely mind
>
> 9. WHAT TIME DO YOU WAKE IN THE MORNING?
>� � usually 15-20 minutes before I have to leave, unless I have a promotion or audition, then an hour b/4
>
> 10. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE T.V. SHOW?
>� ��I like Law and Order very much
>
> 11. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE KITCHEN APPLIANCE?
>� �� prolly the wisk, it looks kewl
>
> 12. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE CHILDHOOD MEMORY?
>� � � We used to climb, or at least I did, the tree outside their house. That's not the memory though.
>
> 13. WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
>� � �Anything, everything, nothing. There is no "this makes me laugh", though there are a few people who can always cheer me up because they, like myself, are just odd sillyness.
>
> 14. WHAT MAKES YOU REALLY ANGRY?
>� �� I don't get angry anymore. Seriously.

So F___ off! >:)~
>
> 15. IF YOU COULD PLAY ANY INSTRUMENT WHAT WOULD IT
> BE?
>� � � Saxaphone and the harp are the first two things that come to mind. I love the drums, but they are too free form for me, I'm better at structure, or maybe I just didn't practice enough, LOL.
>
> 16. FAVORITE RESTAURANT/CAFE/EATERY?
>� ��I love Sushi! As for restaurant including atmosphere though, I'm not exactly sure.
>
> 17. SCARIEST MOMENT OF YOUR LIFE?
>� �� When I was about 10 years old, I was at Fire Island (it's part of NY I believe), and I was following a friend on bicycle. I turned my head to look at something and when I looked forward she had gone. I had no clue which way she turned, where I
> as, or where my family's house was. I just started to cry.

> 18. IF THERE WAS A MOVIE MADE ABOUT YOU, WHAT
> CURRENT/FORMER HOLLYWOOD STAR WHO WOULD PLAY YOU?
>� � Janeane Garofalo or Jennifer Connelly
>� ��
> 19. DO YOU BELIEVE IN AFTERLIFE?
>� not sure
>
> 20. FAVORITE CHILDREN'S BOOK?
>� �� Goodnight Moon and Where the Wild Things Are
>
> 21. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON?
>� �� spring
>
> 22. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE HOUSEHOLD CHORE?
>� �� don't have one
>
> 23. IF YOU COULD HAVE ONE SUPER POWER, WHAT WOULD IT
> BE?
>� �� yep, to fly
>
> 24. IF YOU HAVE A TATTOO, WHAT IS IT?
>� �� A flower, but not a cheesy one. It's a tiger lilly I believe, with a tribal looking(or so someone said) design behind it
>
> 25. WHO WAS YOUR FIRST LOVE AND AT WHAT AGE?
>� �I thought I was in love, I kind of was, I was in love in the way I was capable of at the time, I now know it' wasn't true love, or at least not my idea of love now.
>
> 26. THE SONG YOU WISHED YOU HAD WRITTEN?
>� �� no clue
>
> 27. DO YOU PREFER CATS OR DOGS?
>� ��I'm ambipetprefential
>
> 28. WHAT'S IN THE TRUNK OF YOUR CAR?
>� �� nothing currently, not even my seats. (I've got a minivan)
>
> 29. FROM THE PEOPLE YOU EMAILED THIS TO WHO IS MOST
> LIKELY TO RESPOND?
>� � Wow what a surprise, :-D (She said me)
>
> 30. FROM THE PEOPLE YOU EMAILED THIS TOWHO IS LEAST
> LIKELY TO RESPOND?
Not e-mailing it, posting it on my LJ, so, hmmm

> 31. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DAY?
>� �� Not sure, my days no longer corrolate to "week" and "weekend", but rather "what do I need to get done on this day.
>
> 32. USING ONLY ONE WORD DESCRIBE YOURSELF
>� I think I'll have to agree with you on this one Melissa, Genuine
>
> 33. SAY ONE NICE THING ABOUT THE PERSON WHO SENT
> THIS
>� � She has grown up much since she began college and is becoming a wonderful person!

p.s. this message will self distruct in 5 seconds...
5........... 4............ 3........... 2.......... 1� DELETE

BLANK ONE


> 1. IF YOU COULD BUILD YOUR HOUSE ANYWHERE, WHERE
> WOULD IT BE?
> 2. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ARTICLE OF CLOTHING?
> 3. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE PHYSICAL FEATURE OF THE
> OPPOSITE/SAME SEX?
> 4. WHAT'S THE LAST CD THAT YOU BOUGHT?
> 5. WHERE'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO BE?
> 6. WHERE'S YOUR LEAST FAVORITE PLACE TO BE?
> 7. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO BE MASSAGED?
> 8. WHAT'S MOST IMPORTANT, STRONG IN MIND OR STRONG
> IN BODY?
> 9. WHAT TIME DO YOU WAKE IN THE MORNING?
> 10. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE T.V. SHOW?
> 11. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE KITCHEN APPLIANCE?
> 12.WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE CHILDHOOD MEMORY?
> 13. WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
> 14. WHAT MAKES YOU REALLY ANGRY?
> 15. IF YOU COULD PLAY ANY INSTRUMENT WHAT WOULD IT
> BE?>
> 16. FAVORITE RESTAURANT/CAFE/EATERY?
> 17. SCARIEST MOMENT OF YOUR LIFE?
> 18. IF THERE WAS A MOVIE MADE ABOUT YOU, WHAT
> CURRENT/FORMER HOLLYWOOD STAR WHO WOULD PLAY YOU?
> 19. DO YOU BELIEVE IN AFTERLIFE?
> 21. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON?
> 22. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE HOUSEHOLD CHORE?
> 23. IF YOU COULD HAVE ONE SUPER POWER, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
> 24. IF YOU HAVE A TATTOO, WHAT IS IT?
> 25. WHO WAS YOUR FIRST LOVE AND AT WHAT AGE?
> 26. THE SONG YOU WISHED YOU HAD WRITTEN?
> 27. DO YOU PREFER CATS OR DOGS?
> 28. WHAT'S IN THE TRUNK OF YOUR CAR?
> 29. FROM THE PEOPLE YOU EMAILED THIS TO WHO IS MOST
> LIKELY TO RESPOND?
> 30. FROM THE PEOPLE YOU EMAILED THIS TOWHO IS LEAST
> 31. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DAY?
> 32. USING ONLY ONE WORD DESCRIBE YOURSELF
> 33. SAY ONE NICE THING ABOUT THE PERSON WHO SENT
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