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which children's storybook character are you?

this quiz was made by colleen




OK, so basically I'm waiting to find out if I've gotten in to Tisch. I realized from the first time someone asked when exactly I find out by (my Dad after the interview actually, LOL) and every time following, that I wasn't going to die or be in an instant Utopia-aka the decision would not determine my life happiness.

It's not a life or death thing, I will find out when I find out, and knowing the expiration date of the decision is not going to change anything. Actually I laugh every time someone asks and say "Actually, I have no idea".

I've already started, sorta, looking for apartments.

I was debating trying to find a secretary or temp job. Currently I would love to just sit by a computer and type stuff up all day, LOL.

Until Easter Sunday, there wasn't much else for me to worry or think about. I'm not really worried about anything else, but I've lept. A big leap for me. I'm not quite exactly sure how I feel about it other than that I am happy being held again and caring again. I'm learning, slowly, how to trust again. It's a nice thing.

It's different than anything I've ever had, been involved in, been lucky enough to be a part of, however you would like to put it. I'm experiencing so many things I've never been lucky enough to fall into before, communication, genuinely shared feelings, just enjoyment - on both parts ( correct me if I'm wrong *smirk*) - of just being in the company of you.

I like that I'm not dependent as in every other relationship. I felt I would miss or lose something if I didn't see the person EVERY day, it was an obssessive thing, versus now. Of course, if given the option I would love time every day, but I am not devastated. Maybe this is more about me, or about me and you. There is no manipulation or guilt, just being. OK, I've stopped making sense and I haven't even taken any medicine yet, LOL.

I hope you are everything you seem to be, that you're not too good to be true.


I'm sick. Blegh. Phlegm is not a good product, especially when attempting to breath without coughing - it's bad for the throat and vocal something (maybe chords), and without sniffing - it's bad for the sinuses. Plus it messes up my brain.

Random: currently have 547 songs on my playlist thingy

And my horoscope thanks to
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<br><a href="http://people.hws.edu/colleenlogan/children.html" target="new">which children's storybook character are you?</a>
<br>this quiz was made by <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/fauxarbres">colleen</a></center>

<lj-cut text="some mental house cleaning, though I'm not sure how thorough or productive, mucus messes with my mind">

OK, so basically I'm waiting to find out if I've gotten in to Tisch. I realized from the first time someone asked when exactly I find out by (my Dad after the interview actually, LOL) and every time following, that I wasn't going to die or be in an instant Utopia-aka the decision would not determine my life happiness.

It's not a life or death thing, I will find out when I find out, and knowing the expiration date of the decision is not going to change anything. Actually I laugh every time someone asks and say "Actually, I have no idea".

I've already started, sorta, looking for apartments.

I was debating trying to find a secretary or temp job. Currently I would love to just sit by a computer and type stuff up all day, LOL.

Until Easter Sunday, there wasn't much else for me to worry or think about. I'm not really worried about anything else, but I've lept. A big leap for me. I'm not quite exactly sure how I feel about it other than that I am happy being held again and caring again. I'm learning, slowly, how to trust again. It's a nice thing.

It's different than anything I've ever had, been involved in, been lucky enough to be a part of, however you would like to put it. I'm experiencing so many things I've never been lucky enough to fall into before, communication, genuinely shared feelings, just enjoyment - on both parts ( correct me if I'm wrong *smirk*) - of just being in the company of you.

I like that I'm not dependent as in every other relationship. I felt I would miss or lose something if I didn't see the person EVERY day, it was an obssessive thing, versus now. Of course, if given the option I would love time every day, but I am not devastated. Maybe this is more about me, or about me and you. There is no manipulation or guilt, just being. OK, I've stopped making sense and I haven't even taken any medicine yet, LOL.

I hope you are everything you seem to be, that you're not too good to be true.


I'm sick. Blegh. Phlegm is not a good product, especially when attempting to breath without coughing - it's bad for the throat and vocal something (maybe chords), and without sniffing - it's bad for the sinuses. Plus it messes up my brain.

Random: currently have 547 songs on my playlist thingy

And my horoscope thanks to <lj-user="elsnaibs">

Bull!

Reading for Tarus for 04-08-2002
Change your haircolor before you're found. You may have to over-pronounce your consonants today. Oh-VVV-eRRR PUH-RRR-oh-NNN-ow-NNN-SSSS them. There's a promotion waiting for you at the end of a series of cryptic clues. Start looking by the coffee. You like chinese food.

OK, I'm gonna go through all my stuff from the past few weekends/weeks and put them together in my scrap book of me. Plus I need to finish my laundry, put it away, and do H&R (headshot and Resumes for those who don't know actor terminology).

PLUS I have no clue what I'm typin anymore.

I hope everyone is well.

:)~

Current Mood: phlegminated
Current Music: Rufus Wainwright- Cigarettes & Chocolate Milk

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schwack From: schwack Date: April 9th, 2002 04:02 am (UTC) (Link)
I miss that book.
moowazz From: moowazz Date: April 10th, 2002 12:48 am (UTC) (Link)

I've got it somewhere, possibly in french I do believe :)

Ok MUUUST cleep. As you can see by my c on see instead of s I am tried.

BTW how you be?

:)~
schwack From: schwack Date: April 10th, 2002 05:09 am (UTC) (Link)

Re:

cleep!
musus From: musus Date: April 11th, 2002 10:48 am (UTC) (Link)
what the fa? I know lack of sleep does weird shit...but, I'm fairly certain none of that makes sense. Am I really that tired?
moowazz From: moowazz Date: April 11th, 2002 02:50 pm (UTC) (Link)
Ok MUUUST cleep. As you can see by my c on see instead of s I am tried

Translation I typed a "c" instead of an "s" on "sleep" but by accident typed "See" instead of "sleep". Make sense?

:)~

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